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Had a throbbing headache throughout class today so after school i came home and wanted to take an hour long nap before going for piano class but when the alarm went off, i could not bring myself to get out of bed so i cancelled piano. And proceeded to sleep for another 3 hours.. So my nap was 4 hours long. I love deliciously long naps only problem is getting to bed at night.. Iapos;m gonna be this alert tonight (((O)))_(((O))) like how they draw the eyes of the characters in Archie comics when they canapos;t get to sleep.. Haha.

anyway, yesterday i was walking down the hallway of my school when i saw a familiar face. It was someone iapos;ve posted on my blog before.......
you guessed it itapos;s the chin-licking dude O_O i didnapos;t know he was an exchange student in my school i thought he was just a random party animal white guy crashing our freshmen bash. I was wrong.. And the second i saw him, that photo flashed in my mind.. It helped that he was wearing the same t-shirt (boys donapos;t have many clothes..) and the same piercings and basically.. Just looked the same. Duh. And he mustapos;ve thought i was familiar cos he gave me the "now where have i seen you before" look.. What goes on in a club stays in a club... It would be totally weird to be friends now that he nearly licked my chin. Hahahha

i have a new tutor kid tomorrow sheapos;s 9, Korean (whatapos;s new..) and in international school here. Tony teaches her brother and he says sheapos;s really sweet and always draws pictures for him and bakes for him.. So iapos;m sure i will love her and buy her yummy japanese candies :) sweet kids are so endearing. I wasnapos;t a sweet kid though.. I went through a compulsive liar and thieving stage (never attempted to shoplift, thank god), plus i liked to think that i knew everything. And whenever my sisters bullied me iapos;d run to my dad and complain i am the youngest after all.. And my sisters are 5 and 8 years older than me so the age gap made me feel alienated from them. But weapos;re much closer now.. At least i am close to my second sister, cos my eldest sis is so far away. Speaking of her, itapos;s her birthday today sheapos;s 27, which is really mighty old. But she still looks like sheapos;s MY AGE..



i misssss her wish i could go visit her in Boston during winter for once :( but iapos;m going for overseas cip (community involvement programme) to Laos in mid-december so i canapos;t iapos;ll never get to visit her in winter (iapos;ve never been anywhere in winter or seen snow btw).. Iapos;ve visited her twice in summer. And if i attend her graduation next June itapos;s summer again nooooo..

some random things that shouldnt be bugging me are bugging me very slightly. Forgive the vagueness but i canapos;t bring myself to verbalise my thoughts.. But i sometimes think about how sunshiney people always say "live every day like thereapos;s no tomorrow", which really annoys me to the core, but just sometimes.. When i try very hard not to talk to somebody i should not talk to, i think: what if i die tomorrow? which is really morbid and emo.. But you never know..

i think itapos;s impossible to live every day like thereapos;s no tomorrow. If there were REALLY no tomorrow, the last thing iapos;d be doing is to go to school or be typing this now. Iapos;d be on some cliff having an emergency wedding ceremony with the man i love (currently nobody i can envision), spending my parentsapos; fortune (money is for sharing) on a $10,000++ Vera Wang wedding gown and the most creamy and delicious wedding cake in the universe, and me and my love will just lie there on the cliff, feeding each other wedding cake (lots and lots of cream please i love cream cakes) and holding hands until death takes us away. My friends will surely stab me now for still harbouring an impossible romantic dream.. Hahaha

so back to my point. Thereapos;s no such thing as living like thereapos;s no tomorrow for starters, i would talk to you. Maybe you know who you are, but what does it matter? then again thereapos;s no point in talking, which is why iapos;m not talking to you now.. Thereapos;s nothing to talk about, nothing to change.. No meaningful relationship can be established from here on. Life is weird when it puts people in your life that you become so attached to, then takes them away like it doesnt matter. What is the meaning of life?? now that is another billion word essay altogether..



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